And so, she withered
back to feed us
with more and more
of her rubbish. ------------------------
I like to eat pasta with bananas? is that so wrong?
Don't even get me started on my love affair with lasagna and bananas.
Bananas are the most complementary gastronomic accessory known to man.
However if a war was to be had between mango and bananas, I would be quick
to show my support for mangos. Lets be honest mango never sold out to make
nasty prescription medicine with a horrid artificial taste to cure my everlasting
ear infections.
Mango***:1 Banana : 0
***somali's do not eat mango's with their pasta neither with their lasagna.
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I have preoccupied myself with doing little and disguising it as something, just to pass the time.
I awoke from the oversized sleigh bed that lives in my parents house, to play on my sisters day old macbook pro to work on my website.
I must admit that I was a bit frightened that I would be placing a call to her warning her that beloved new baby was forced to succumb to the destructive ways of my clumsy hands.
I do feel part of the "cool" when someone asks me what i'm doing and i provide them with the blase response of "ooh you know, just working on my site".
I often loose my patience when I have to upload things onto this site from my external hard drive because it reminds me of my incompetence of organizing my files properly.
but i digress.
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I'm in ottawa, a place that holds the ability of being a small town and also the nations capital all at once. My first day was spent haunting the emptiness of my parents abode. The internet entertained my mind making me not feel too alone.
I have begun to read "Lullibies for little criminals" on my way to Ottawa. I took breaks from the book to admire the sublime clouds that played over my head.
I quite like it for various reasons. One being that there is no judgements or guilt placed upon Baby's life. It is what it is. Also, she takes me down and through the streets of Montreal, mostly focusing on St.laurent and St.Catherine.
Providing my mind with a much needed reminder of the first city I called home or something like it. If your into reading and that kind of stuff give it a gander.
(this was my attempt at being on Reading Rainbow)
My birthday is slowly approaching, I can hear the clock ticking within my periphery senses. I hold ambiguous emotions, since I began to disassociate myself from the excitement of getting presents and birthday cakes. My mother would often remind me that I no longer hold any right to request gifts since she gave me life, and that a lollipop could suffice as her grand gesture to my celebration. Last year was ideal, I spent the day at my favourite beach until the sand got so hot we had to leave. I then had ice cream and took a nap. Since I was abroad I lacked any friends to go out with but I was lucky to receive e-mails and messages from people who I cared about which is always pleasant.
This year however, I have no idea of where and what I will be doing to celebrate the day I entered this world. My friend Dave offered to make me a home cooked meal which I am sure will be delicious and accompanied by one or two bottles of fermented grapes...no biggie. I look forward to hearing his crude and hilarious remarks to life.
I have become overwhelmed by the sensation of wanting to paint and draw on an oversized objects. I shall be making my way over to the art supply store where a high school friend would made his kleptomaniac stash spot, and often providing me with hand me downs of fancy paint markers.
Oh the days.
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this happens to be my inspiration for today..
A work of art which did not begin in emotion is not art.
Paul Cezanne
I shall throw those words onto my canvas and allow them to inspire the lines that come out of my hands as if I were a lady spider weaving my home of security.
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I think thats enough ramblings for today.
I'm not too sure if anyone reads this besides myself
but nonetheless, I do it for the fat lady who sits on her porch
listening to the radio as she chain smokes her fears away.
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Jeopardy is almost on, and you know
how Alex gets when I miss him on the tele.
Even though he renounced his Canadian citizenship he's still bad ass with that matching salt and pepper mustache and chest hair combo.
PurrrrMeow.
Ciao.